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"And oh, the shake, the let-go, of all the years we won't know, how we reach through the dark for a life not meant to be... And now, the ground gives way - and we evaporate..."

2/14/25

oh ive had all this holstered for a LONG while now-

okay but real im being like very brave right now because as stupid as it feels this a very vulnerable thing for me 😭 I've always been somewhat afraid to talk about how actually insane my attachment is to this fucking loser bc I'm always afraid ppl are gonna bully me for it?

Nick actually means like so much to me, like in a way i think I'd be a very different person if i didn't get into tf2. man's been living rent free in my head so long it might as well be a common law marriage 💀

uhh smth smth the bond between an autistic man and weird terrible old man no one remembers who he has a cripplingly special interest in ig

also for some reason on tumblr like every single one of my mutuals like spwaned back in to interact with this and its follow up post?? like, some of these ppl have either been offline for months or i havent seen in my notifies in like a year. evil old man yaoi really brings us all togther...

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WARNING: Blood, Gore, & Body Horror

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"And twilight gives me an inner sanctity -- and you're feeling, and you're hungry for her, and you don't understand it- but you know you haven't planned it..."

2/9/25

new favorite exscuse to use when i wanna do some weird shit to Irene that doesnt fit in canon is pull the old "it was all a dream..."

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"another comm for sappyotter on insta :D!!! goodness it was great to work with you again this time on somethin' cute :]"

2/4/25

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"last one for now, no alt ver bc it was utter cheeks lol"

1/30/24

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"I've decided this is now a series- Oliva time

tbh i think i cooked so hard that i ended up with 3 variations i actually like and also re-discovered an old blending pen that makes me wonder why i stopped using it? this shit goes hard"

1/26/24

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"eough... how we holding boils and ghouls? I was holding like soggy paper towel but im better now... i think....

Im still feeling a lil crispy about art right now. but I've been doing like some inverted color-color pallet challenges again"

1/22/24

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"a utahraptor for a very special lizard on discord!

for some reason i wanna call it a utauraptor... like utauloid... and not like the state. utah..."

1/19/24

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